Lunatic

Waking up late in the morning on vacant days is a normal thing. Waking up alone is a normal thing. Facing the computer right away without even eating a meal is again a normal thing. Facing it the whole day with your eyes almost tired with nothing left to do is normal when you're desolate. You're in a state of hunger when your stomach starts to sound weird and eat when you feel like you almost die. You decide to turn-off the computer and sit beyond the sofa, beside the sleeping kittens. You ate chocolate and returned it to refrigerator once you're sated about it. You gawked at your wall, thinking what to do next and choose to open the pc again, assuming sounds or music will annihilate the boredom. In the beginning, music seemed to suit your mood, later you will be annoyed of the noise. You start gazing again, no one is online ('coz you're the one who's off). You play with the revolving chair, several times and enjoying it. No one's making you alive at this' moment then there's the entry of hodgepodge thoughts. You keep looking at the hourglass, waiting for someone to enter the door; feeling your phone vibrates, someone beeps you and suddenly, remembers it was gone the last day and feel sad about it. You feel like somebody's watching you. Stunned and  your whole system is now alert. Relaxed. 


The sun hides and the moon will start to shine. Still waiting for companionship and jump out in state of craziness. If days would be like this, ow I'd rather die. No man is an island.